So do tell me if you hope for it too...

Staring blank to a pointless view

I realize how much I love you,

Even I know I am always the One,

waiting for the phone to ring or just for it to blip...

always secretly wishing that it is from you.

You know I will sew those buttons even I have no clue how to do...

and I will cook the meal you like even if I dislike.

but dear I will take one step back...

if I know that in me you can only LIKE.

from the beginning it was never easy,

i hope that you and me will always last.

So do tell me if you hope for it too... just for us to last.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------azreen azlan.

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi

Confessions of a Shopaholic (MOVIE)

Rebecca Bloomwood (Isla Fisher) is a sweet and charming New York City girl who has a tiny, little problem that is rapidly turning into a big problem: she's hopelessly addicted to shopping and drowning in a sea of debt. While Rebecca has dreams of working for a top fashion magazine, she can't quite get her foot in the door—that is, until she snags a job as an advice columnist for a new financial magazine published by the same company.
Overnight, her column becomes hugely popular, turning her into an overnight celebrity, but when her compulsive shopping and growing debt issues threaten to destroy her love life and derail her career, she struggles to keep it all from spiraling out of control...and is ultimately forced to reevaluate what's really important in life.
Based on the best-selling series of books by Sophie Kinsella. (synopsis/pictures taken from some webpage)

I went for the premier few days ahead... and yippie!!! i loved it! loved her books and enjoyed the movie... i soooo wanna watch it again... i know everybody wanna be Becky... and everyone is afraid of their own Derek Smith!! Hahahaha...

"We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops." Henry Youngman

PANIC!!!

As usual it will take me some time to write in my blog.. =) i was kinda busy with some stuff.

Let me start with one incident which take place almost a month ago... (i know i was suppose to write sooner... been busy peeps!) You see on 27th February was my 6th Years anniversary with Joe.. It was an unforgettable memory for me... The day did not start well as i was on my annual leave but then, Joe's leave was not approved for some reason that i refuse to hear... Whole day long i was at home doing nothing. And for the first time i wish that i shouldn't have wasted my Annual Leave...Even though Joe's leave was not approve he manage to change his shift which ended around 8pm but then he only arrived at my parents house around 10.30pm... i was getting pissed! At that time i have not eaten anything from morning. I was so hungry. We headed to Sky Bar and arrived around 11pm plus.. (well i spent my six years of courtship day with him only for 50 minutes of togetherness...) We sat, chat, had some snacks till i couldn't stand the hunger... before 12 am we got in to the car and that's when i discover the cake i ordered from my office colleague is ruined and Joe could not see the words written.. =( ~well the sign of something bad is going to happen just show!~
i cried and he hugged me and took me to Pelita since i was hungry, But i did not get out of the car... we tapau Nasi Goreng Kambing only for me and i ate in the car on the way to Cyber coz my boyfriend here wanna play Futsal with his office mate on our Anniversary. huh! he only spend time with me for less then 2 hours and already thinking of Futsal.

well he then drove to Cyberjaya BACK just for the game.. and... there it is when it all happen...

• Joe got back ache after 20 minutes of playing. he came to us.. (i was with his friends... Malar, Jeff, Dave(he was injured earlier), Shima and Jeff's friend)...
• after making noise and drinking water he just sat there while i went in with Malar to play pool and bitch bout some stuff...
• around 5 am after the game finish and his friends left he just can't move too much.
• took him to the car but he can barely walk.
• He then ask me to drive his car... Guess what peeps...? i don't have any license and i am afraid to drive
• Lucky it is an auto car and lucky enough i can drive IT!
• i took the risk and drove him all the way from cyberjaya to Kepong my parents house... have too.
• i was lucky we arrived safely.
• i took him in and make him lye down on a bed...
• around 11 he cant stand the pain and he couldn't move.
• My dad had to call the ambulance and i went and ride in it with him.
• Joe's sister came to my house earlier and followed the back of the ambulance.
• registered him and went back for some circumstances.
• Only Visit him the second day at night...
• Went to office with swollen eyes which people can barely notice...
• had lots heart to heart talk with some people...
• but i visit him every night until he discharge.
• Doctor diagnose him as slip disc. A minor one which need physio therapy and from now onwards he cannot do any hard work! (excuses Joe! Excuse!)
  

this was before the incident... At Sky Bar.

Well that's all for my Panic!!!

"It doesn’t matter where you go in life, what you do ….. it’s who you have beside you." Unknown.