Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Fear and Courage of the "I Do.."

THE thought of a wedding or a marriage have cross my mind again... though i have written once about it in my old blog but today i cant resist putting it out again.

Well it all started late in the afternoon today.... when i saw the wedding mags. at that point i just realize that the DATE that i want is coming rather closer to me but i am in no preparation at all. I am scared or excited, a feeling i just can't describe it. Will it happen or it will just pass. Some question i Can't answer... Will it be with the right man, will it be the right day? Or is the outfit gonna be just like i want it to be.. will all my friends come in Pink. i am clueless with my stats, What i really want or do i really have faith in myself or is it just a peer presure?

Will i get married on the date that i wanted since years ago. Will it come true??

I am just a girl with high hopes and imagination to have my Dream Wedding... But I am NOT ready to be a wife just yet let alone the perfect wife for my husband.
Do I dare to do it? or sould i take the risk and go through life with lesson learned from every steps that i stumble?
only time and tide will tell...

It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare.It is because we do not dare that they are difficult.~ Seneca ~

Monday, January 19, 2009

so we met...

Well i had a blast meeting my old friends from college.. a total worth while of time and money.

right now i just can't wait for a few more years to meet them again..

at Karaoke.. with Joe.. this picture was taken by Abg Koyo without us realizing. Thanks for a lovely picture..

me with Sinchan as the Chairman of the event...

@A'famo WaterWorld one of our few pictures taken together

Wasting our time at dawn after the party.. just heart to heart talk

with my best friend forever

at Mahkota Parade with Panjang and Perut

all 15 of us before we leave A'Famosa Malacca. Till we meet again friends

credit to Abg Koyo again for this beautiful black and white picture.. we all love it.

Happy Time before all the party starts... miss you guys already..

Well at times when we sit back and recall our fun time together who would have tought that this memoirs here can make us smile and laugh. Hope all 15 of us could make it again in the future... maybe some other of our old clans could join us again next time aite...


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives... Where we're gonna be when we turn 25... I keep thinking times will never change... Keep on thinking things will always be the same... But when we leave this year we won't be coming back... No more hanging out cause we're on a different track... And if you got something that you need to say... You better say it right now cause you don't have another day... Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down... These memories are playing like a film without sound... And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love... But it came too soon... And there was me and you... And then we got real cool... Stay at home talking on the telephone with me... We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared... Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair... And this is how it feels... As we go on We remember... All the times we Had together... And as our lives change... Come whatever... We will still be... Friends Forever... So if we get the big jobs... And we make the big money... When we look back now... Will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school?Still be trying to break every single rule... Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbyeKeep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels... La, la, la, la…Yeah, yeah, yeah La, la, la, la…We will still be friends forever... Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?Can we survive it out there?Can we make it somehow?I guess I thought that this would never endAnd suddenly it's like we're women and men.. .Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?Will these memories fade when I leave this town... I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye...Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

"IDA Scott Taylor wrote: 'Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone, and do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.' - From One Tree Hill season 3 episode 10 title BRAVE NEW WORLD Voiceover Done By Lucas

Tuesday, January 6, 2009


i cant hardly wait to see all the peeps this friday!!! lets meet up!! cant hardly wait...

“Life all comes down to a few moments. This is one of them.”
Wall Street (1987) – Bud Fox (Charlie Sheen)

yes..i miss you!

Yes i miss u.. i miss the good old days.. i miss how u treat me like a star,,, hahahah so.. y blame me for acting all corny.. i do miss u dear... u r just too busy for me but not with your workkkkkkkk..........

"When you are gone the pieces of my heart are missing you."Avril Lavigne

Sunday, January 4, 2009

"MY BeST" for 2008..

"MY BeST" for 2008..
my best movie.. The Dark Knight.
my best song…Lucky- Jason Mraz&Colbie Caillat/Touch My Body- Mariah Carey
my best concert…Chris Daughtry
my best tv show..still One Tree Hill, Gossip Girl, Lipstick Jungle
my best artists of the year.. David Cook, Colbie Caillat and always Daughtry..
my best moment.. he waited till night till i finish my work to bring me out for my birthday
my best magazine..CLEO, Hot.
my best gift.. my K770i Sony Cyber Shot Hp
my most careless moments... losing my Sony Cyber Shot HP

again thanks to everyone who has made my journey this year a blast thank u.. u guys made my journey a colourful one. it was a fun and exciting ride...

I am easily satisfied with the very best... Winston Churchill

Happy New Year!!!!

my wish may be 4 days late but i still wanna wish all HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Hope for a great year ahead for me... well i wanna recall my 2008 blog post... heheheh so long so long...

from my last year note>>>

hrmm a lot on my list..hrm.. i hope i can deal with it…
get a life… hehehe (checked-done)
take drivers license..but first get my guts to drive (checked-x)
buy a car… (how i really wish..hopefully atleast by the end of this year) (checked-x)
buy shoe racks.. and more, more shoes.. (checked-x)
attend few wedding invitation.. frens are all getting married… (checked-done)
most important is to lose a lot of weight.. (checked-x)
plan a great celebration for my 5th year being together with i love this man.. (checkeddone)
and last but not least is to get married… hehehehe just wedding be
lls anytime soon..(checked-done)

hahaha... so azreen no resolution for this year... finish what you are suppose to do....

It is always during a passing state of mind that we make lasting resolutions... Marcel Proust