Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side...

This is for my motivation, it's not just about my love life it's about all...
Sharing this with everyone for a good words to reach you dreams..
The Climb (Miley Cyrus)
Can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
but I got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s The Climb
The struggles I’m facing,
the chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down
but No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
but these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah,
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about, it’s all about The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith
It is easier to go down a hill than up, but the view is best from the top. ~Arnold Bennett
Know your limits, but never stop trying to exceed them. ~Author Unknown

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

After days of hard time... WE COMPROMISE...

After 8 days and 7 nights of letting go... we met, we talk and we compromise on some things that have come in between us... He said "Ok, sayang I won't let you go..". I was afraid it was just for the sake of sympathy till I realize yes he still love me. All those stuff happened because of anger for my misbehave. Anger is the thing that lead us to this. Bee thanks for coming back... It was a black week for me. You made me smile back. Thanks because at one point you still think that we can work things out. I love You dear...

To all my friends and family who were there...
-Ate Thiba
-Sarah Ann
-Kak Farah

Thanks for being there, cheering me up, listening to me and saying those wise words and telling me to be strong and words for me to move on...and some even made me believe that he will come back...
and he did came back... and I don't have to wait that long for him. Thanks Dear and thanks friends..to who ever that i miss out your name..you should know what you say or do, did mean something to me...

Even when I cried you guys did not shish me out... and please stop making fun of me now!!! =P
Faith makes things possible, not easy. ~Author Unknown
Anything you lose automatically doubles in value. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966

Sunday, April 12, 2009


Some things have to be believed to be seen. ~Ralph Hodgson, The Skylark and Other Poems

we will be...

Saturday, April 11, 2009


Six days of silence, day's of tears...I have never cried this much... i am in my own grief. I can't stop crying. I can't stop the teardrops. I've never cried this hard nor this long. I want my baby back please wipe away all this tears and stop it from flowing...there are some moments I'm crying without realizing there is no more tears coming out. I'm in pain. My heart is broken. My eyes is sore and my hands are trembling.

I heard the teardrop hit my pillow before I even knew I was crying. ~Amborella Oltre

I miss you...

Please come back...
-I miss your text.
-I miss your calls
-I miss you calling me your angel
-I miss you picking me up
-I miss your hugs
-I miss you wiping my tears when i cry
-I miss your worries when i don't eat.
-I miss when we fight.
-I miss when you said u miss me
-I miss when you said I love You
-I miss when we hold each others hands.
-I miss your words
-I miss talking to you
-I miss eating with you
-I miss your jokes and your laugh
-I miss you so much.

I miss everything about you... Don't you miss me too?

my eyes are sore form crying...heart is broken to pieces how I long to hear your voice dear...

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. ~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair. ~William Cowper

Thursday, April 9, 2009

the end of us! Joereen has been disconnected...

Last week I was so happy writing about the love blossom in my heart. Something happen between us and we can’t do anything to save this. I tried. I really tried but a man has to make his choices and I am just not one of them. One day he said how much he missed me and need me but then the feelings just vanished and all he can say is “Just take care of your self, Bye”.
How did we end up? By sms. Was it a joke? Nope! Hurm a six years relationship was ended by text. I am heartbroken now. I cant deny tears will be my closest companion in the next few months. What hurt most is that I love him to the max. My family likes him and I have loved his family too... How can a woman heart be broken so many times by the same guy and why when things have been patch they hurt us again? It will be hard for me. I don’t blame him, partly it was my fault but he started it and it lead me to become some one he is not too keen to be with. Then again I may lead to this break up but he wanted it to happen. Worst of all it is by text? Am I that bad to deserve this break up by text? It’s time for me to move on. It’s not going to be easy I need time and guts... because right now I am so weak and I can’t really think the right thing to do. I don’t want him to go but I don’t have a choice. The memories with him will always remain as the best that I ever had and I hope the same goes for him. I will not say this is a nasty break up but then again maybe this is the right thing for him to do. I just turned 25 and I taught we will get married next year, he even gave me hope for it. All I can think is it was not made for us and I am not good enough for him.

The past six years was a bumpy journey but I love it. He taught me a lot, he made me smile he made me cried he made me laugh he made me learn that people deserve a second chance. I love him. Always and forever till I learn to love again but only time will lead me to something new because while we were together never once slip my mind that I will be with someone else except him.
To Joe’s family, thanks for being nice while I was still his girlfriend. I have learned to love all of you because everyone has given me chances to be a part of you. It is hard to let go but in the end it is not working out for us. If in any way we crossed path please do stop by for a quick chat ok! There’s always joy and pain in this world and no matter what life has to go on.
Dear friend’s you have known us as a couple, but on 9th April 2009 we are no longer being together because he has made his choice and I have tried my best not to let go but it is coming to an end. To my girlfriends I am lucky to have shoulders to cry too. To my dad thanks for listening and to mummy thanks for asking but your daughter here will learn to move on. Just give me some time to do so. I am in a mess now but I will catch up soon. Thanks for the love that you shared Joe and thanks for the time when you was there for me through hard times and from the day we have nothing till we gain something to share.

This is a life lesson for me. I love you Joe, always... and will always miss you.

Till we meet again Some fine day..Good day all.

Sometimes we will not get what we want.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Anonymous

Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts.Victor M. Garcia Jr

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

and then he's gone....

only hope.. pray... can make miracle happen. Stop being down and it's time to look forward girl.

Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.-Kahlil Gibran