How did we end up? By sms. Was it a joke? Nope! Hurm a six years relationship was ended by text. I am heartbroken now. I cant deny tears will be my closest companion in the next few months. What hurt most is that I love him to the max. My family likes him and I have loved his family too... How can a woman heart be broken so many times by the same guy and why when things have been patch they hurt us again? It will be hard for me. I don’t blame him, partly it was my fault but he started it and it lead me to become some one he is not too keen to be with. Then again I may lead to this break up but he wanted it to happen. Worst of all it is by text? Am I that bad to deserve this break up by text? It’s time for me to move on. It’s not going to be easy I need time and guts... because right now I am so weak and I can’t really think the right thing to do. I don’t want him to go but I don’t have a choice. The memories with him will always remain as the best that I ever had and I hope the same goes for him. I will not say this is a nasty break up but then again maybe this is the right thing for him to do. I just turned 25 and I taught we will get married next year, he even gave me hope for it. All I can think is it was not made for us and I am not good enough for him.
The past six years was a bumpy journey but I love it. He taught me a lot, he made me smile he made me cried he made me laugh he made me learn that people deserve a second chance. I love him. Always and forever till I learn to love again but only time will lead me to something new because while we were together never once slip my mind that I will be with someone else except him.
To Joe’s family, thanks for being nice while I was still his girlfriend. I have learned to love all of you because everyone has given me chances to be a part of you. It is hard to let go but in the end it is not working out for us. If in any way we crossed path please do stop by for a quick chat ok! There’s always joy and pain in this world and no matter what life has to go on.
Dear friend’s you have known us as a couple, but on 9th April 2009 we are no longer being together because he has made his choice and I have tried my best not to let go but it is coming to an end. To my girlfriends I am lucky to have shoulders to cry too. To my dad thanks for listening and to mummy thanks for asking but your daughter here will learn to move on. Just give me some time to do so. I am in a mess now but I will catch up soon. Thanks for the love that you shared Joe and thanks for the time when you was there for me through hard times and from the day we have nothing till we gain something to share.
This is a life lesson for me. I love you Joe, always... and will always miss you.
Till we meet again Some fine day..Good day all.
Sometimes we will not get what we want.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Anonymous
Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts.Victor M. Garcia Jr
4 comments:
b strong ya darling..i'll help u to move on..
sabar ek darling..
dearest azreen..
i found out bout your blog dis morning n read out wut had happened to u..sory to hear bout dat.. u know i've been down to 'those' lane b4 dis.. all i can say is dat b strong.. wutever dat had happen or will or might happen will make u stronger.. believe me.. 6 years goes down d drain is not dat easy..
be strong n pray to Allah and hope dat He helps us to go thru dis hard times...insyaAllah..
thanks friends... thanks for the support and wise words... we are back together now.. unfortunately 6 years is too hard for the both of us to let go..
ill.. I salute you.. from a woman to another you are stronger than I was..thanks for the advice dear.. i know now how hard and painfull it feels. Thanks for the advice but who knows kan..both of us got back in a short while...
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